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NaPoWriMo #30: Epic Evanesce


Mysteries unfold
unraveling shadows
of dark mixed with light
creating a shadow
in my thoughts
concerning me
to ponder

Why you're coming back again
frightening me since I know
you never left my heart
I don't want to hurt
the way I did once
when you cast your fiery darts
my way

I need to find peace
without you
this is not the mystery
I expected
cast into the shadows
of my life
wondering what happened
in this unfortunate realm

Abounding weakness of my soul
not feeling courage
to conquer
or escape
love only deepens
a penetrating wall
meant to withstand
letting you in again

Find stillness
mimic peace
remarkable journey
trying to come away
but only realizing
how near I am to
complete devastation
ruin or chaos
because my heart won't forget
how you empower me
by continuing the beauty
held within your words

My memory beckons
as it has recorded
long since felt you near
as it never forgets
how to internally
shed a tear
contemplate
reverberate
reverence the fact
that I have the issues
you never did

I want to heal
when it hasn't been an option
for me
you feel whole
I feel broken
where I fool myself
into believing
upon the waters
I won't be swayed
rocking silently
into a watery grave

Breaking down
melting away emotion
long overdue to be
overcome by powers
yet to seek
discovered
in our tender friendship
relations joined through
knowledge alone
an evanesce of minds
power unconceded
form a tiny throne

A Kingdom

Our castle in the sky.

4 comments:

sycamoremeadows May 2, 2011 at 1:08 PM  

I love this. I read it four times and I think it is so beautiful. SOmetimes poems are so personal you cannot relate, but that wasn't the case with this one. Very well done!! :)

simyart May 3, 2011 at 8:13 PM  

Awesome poem I loved it very much. Certainly moved me and inspires my own words

Nomar Knight June 17, 2011 at 6:35 AM  

Spectacular imagery! The hurting inside feels like it comes from the deepest well of loss. This piece is inspirational. Nice to meet you and Write On!

Jo Bryant June 25, 2011 at 7:21 PM  

Really interesting. This post has inspired me to look into this type of poetry. A great read.

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